unqualified

As I type this, tears are flowing from my face. It’s funny because when I’m at home, I rarely cry. However, when the Lord is working in such voluminous ways around me, it’s hard to fight back the tears. If a month ago, you would have told me I’d be teaching English to 12 strictly Khmer speaking children, I would have changed my trip destination. I remember the moment so vividly when my ministry host, Vandy, told us we would be teaching English every day. My stomach dropped. I thought “You’ve got to be kidding me. That’s the last thing I want to do.”...

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unqualified

As I type this, tears are flowing from my face. It’s funny because when I’m at home, I rarely cry. However, when the Lord is working in such voluminous ways around me, it’s hard to fight back the tears. If a month ago, you would have told me I’d be teaching English to 12 strictly Khmer speaking children, I would have changed my trip destination. I remember the moment so vividly when my ministry host, Vandy, told us we would be teaching English every day. My stomach dropped. I thought “You’ve got to be kidding me. That’s the last thing I want to do.”...

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Whirlwind

This past week or so has both been full of good and bad unexpected challenges. To be honest, I am left feeling a bit out of sorts. However, the truth and character of who God is remains unchanged. For example, my heart continues to unthaw its walls from the love I have experienced here in Cambodia. As time flies by at the orphanage, my team and I fall deeper. Deeper into real community with each other and deeper in love with the community that has freely invited us in. Often times I feel like the kids and people at New Hope serve us better than we serve them. It’s because they know Jesus...

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Whirlwind

This past week or so has both been full of good and bad unexpected challenges. To be honest, I am left feeling a bit out of sorts. However, the truth and character of who God is remains unchanged. For example, my heart continues to unthaw its walls from the love I have experienced here in Cambodia. As time flies by at the orphanage, my team and I fall deeper. Deeper into real community with each other and deeper in love with the community that has freely invited us in. Often times I feel like the kids and people at New Hope serve us better than we serve them. It’s because they know Jesus...

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Numbers

Just over three weeks ago I arrived at training camp, unsure of how my journey might go. I imagined the possibilities of flight delays and broken down vans with drivers who didn’t speak our language. I daydreamed of finding any American food for the first time in two months in a shop in Asia. I reminisced over my past Cambodia trip when we made the best of disappointing situations — yoga alongside our smoking bus, inside jokes about peeing behind a hut, laughing at the unnecessary panic that overcame when we broke the Marady Hostel’s tiny elevator, and shrugging off curfew...

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Live Simply, Simply Live

What is adventure without travel? You must enter new cultures, eat new foods, meet new people, and live as others live.  I have learned so much from the people of Cambodia; learned about gratitude, servitude, and most importantly, joy. Back home, we have so much to be grateful for. But are we truly aware of it? I have learned to be grateful for running water & electricity, yet at home those are such constants I do not even consider them blessings. When I offer a child a banana, or a sip of the soda I bought at the store, the chorus of thank you’s that pour out warms my heart....

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