Imagine staring into the face of Jesus

I went into this trip with no expectactions of what we as a team will do but with a great yet simple expectation that God will do so much for us and the people of Thailand. God’s presence and voice is something that has been more uncomfortable and unknown to me. But from the start of training camp I have had a wonderful vision of God physically walking alongside each and every one of the teams. Reacently, when we pray I visualize him looking at us.  One day during training camp we learned about different styles people use to connect with God’s presence. On the info sheet about...

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“you need this one”

today Jesus spoke to me: “You need this one.” After over 40 hours of travel, our team is in our longed-for country of Thailand! The past two days have mostly consisted of recovering from jet-lag, settling into our host home, and becoming Thai at heart through culture orientations. We’re in a city called Ratchaburi, which is about 2 hours from Bangkok. We’ve explored to the local 7eleven gas station and the mall supermarket for some groceries, learning some english lessons to teach the Thai children, and prepping for ministry. but rewinding a few days before this, when...

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“you need this one”

today Jesus spoke to me: “You need this one.” After over 40 hours of travel, our team is in our longed-for country of Thailand! The past two days have mostly consisted of recovering from jet-lag, settling into our host home, and becoming Thai at heart through culture orientations. We’re in a city called Ratchaburi, which is about 2 hours from Bangkok. We’ve explored to the local 7eleven gas station and the mall supermarket for some groceries, learning some english lessons to teach the Thai children, and prepping for ministry. but rewinding a few days before this, when...

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Here we goooo

June 4, 2018864 hours into our 14 hour plane ride: I thought that a fourteen hour plane ride was going to be super easy until we got about 4 hours into our fourteen hour plane ride… I’m also realizing that chugging coffee in order to “crash in an hour or two” was not a great idea.There’s an evil clown cat monster staring at me from the seat in front of me which makes my time slightly uncomfortable,(see picture) but overall, even though the trip has only just begun, it has surpassed my expectations already. For starters, I couldn’t have asked for a better...

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Identity Crisis

I arrived at training camp Thursday afternoon, nervous, anxious, excited to see what God had in store for my team and I during the next few days of intense learning and understanding each other.    I had been praying for my team to be loving, growing, honest, kind, uplifting, real, and more than anything else: unified. I knew that I was going to go into this trip with a lot of doubts about myself and my ability to do ministry well. I fear large groups of people that I don’t know because I have a hard time opening up. I fear not being seen or heard – not because I am crying...

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