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Little Hearts

 

“For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also” -Matthew 6:21

 

 Coming into this week of ministry, I was very hesitant about teaching children. I’ve never been very good with kids unlike many of my friends. Kids ministry was definitely out of my comfort zone; especially when teaching English in a culture I don’t know very much about.
 
  God challenged me to step out and really make an effort to teach; not just sit on the sidelines and watch the other girls who were more comfortable with the ministry. I prayed for courage, and my caring Father gave it to me.
   I asked the other girls who were teaching with me if I could try one of the lessons on my own, which they encouraged me to do. 
   Standing in front of a classroom speaking to children who didn’t understand my language made me want to run far from the school out of fear; but the Holy Spirit gently pushed me to keep going. About halfway through teaching my short lesson on shapes and colors, I felt so inspired to keep going. I realized that I loved these kids and that they actually enjoyed my teaching! After my little lesson, I kept going. I didn’t want to stop. 
    After several lessons and games, I felt so full of happiness and joy. I felt compassion for these kids and my heart jumped for joy when they were excited to learn. I was thanking God for pushing me from my comfort.
 
                           My Classroom
 
I apologized to my fellow team members for taking over the classroom.
    “Why would you apologize?” They asked. “I’m so happy that you loved it so much!”
I felt so encouraged from my team; I couldn’t ask for a better one.
 
  This week I have learned that I cared for these children and that it is possible for me to make connections with kids. God has taught me that if I listen to Him and leave my comfort zone, I might find something that opens my eyes in new ways. 
   I don’t know if God has called me to be a teacher or anything in that nature; but I do know that He has given me a new perspective on life, the courage to step out and be more confident in Him, and to have the confidence in what He has called me to do for this trip.
 
   The English camp at the school was only two days, so we had to say our goodbyes. I was so sad to leave my class, but I hope that our team has planted a seed in their hearts about His love. I am so thankful we had the opportunity to freely share the gospel with the children, and I pray that the teachers saw His light through us as well.
    Before we left, all of the kids in my school had a big surprise for us. They pulled pages of heart shaped stickers out of their little pockets and came running towards us. 
   The children started showering us head-to-toe with their little hearts; now my heart is stuck with them.
 
Blessings, Sarah Bell
 

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