What does it means to be a Christian has been popping into my head a lot. I ask myself this question a lot during this adventure. Am I really being a Christian? Who am I? Who am I supposed to be? All these questions going around my head without no answers. I started praying and asking God what I am doing wrong. He wasn’t answering my questions. He was just giving me more questions. NOT COOL JESUS! I expected Him to give me the answers when I wanted it. I kept telling Him dude we have to have a serious conversation on our partnership this is not working out. God send my dad to have a serious conversation with me. He told that God wanted him to tell me that’s it’s not all about me. It’s not about what I want to do it about what He needs me to do. There is no partnership. I’m Under him. has the boss he’s my leader and my creator. My dad told me that what’s the reason I came here. Why did he invest so much in me? I was overflowed with the Holy Spirit that I cried, and I couldn’t answer the question right then. Knowing my dad, he expected an answer right then. I gathered up all my strength and said you’re right. It not about what I want to do. It’s not about how many verses I know. It’s not about me. It’s about walking in God’s path and actually living to his expectation. I prayed again and told God it’s in your time, not mine. Everything will happen when it’s good for you. I completely surrender myself to you. Your love never fails, and you are so merciful. I asked myself again what makes me a Christian? I can confidently say, my love. My love for my mighty God and for all the people here. He loved me from the beginning and he will continue to love me forever. His Love is never-ending and never-failing. My Goal for this adventure is to have such a big enough love that I don’t have to say my powerful God name and you can still feel his never-ending love. Who am I? I’m Nuvia Daisy Juarez a follower of Jesus Christ. Who am I suppose to be? God’s bride. While I was praying to him and telling Him all this, I thought what can I do to show my love? He told me to be bold and get to know him more. Reading the Bible more, having conversations with Him more, and loving Him first. I will talk to you when I’m eating when I’m walking to the bus stop, and when I’m running after the bus. I’ll worship you when the lights are out when I’m in a church not understanding a word they are saying, and with my team. Yo se que tu mueves montanas.Yo cero en ti y se que lo haras otra vez. En ti confaiare. Tu eres fiel. I am a Hispanic little brown girl and when I said this in Spanish it has way more meaning.
